Worst.Day.Ever.

I went to school today, with my head held high and smiling. I had his stuff in hand and then i saw him. I instantly started tearing up and just handed him his stuff. I glanced at him and saw him staring at me all day. I got home, depressed and went on facebook. He's going out with one of my best friends. Thanks a lot Noah. Thought you loved me. Maybe i was wrong. I was hoping you would be the one to heal the heart you shattered. I still love you, and I'm jealous of her. She can cry to you and hug you. I can't, I'm just a loner now. I have my friends but it's not the same. You say your sorry and that it's not my fault but i know it is. You aren't sorry. I keep listening to "our" song, but it'll soon be yours and hers. You said forever and always, don't you remember? Your hurting me a lot, and you know it. you said you might see other people, but i didn't know you would do it LESS THAN 24 HOURS AFTER YOU BROKE UP WITH ME! I seriously thought we would at least be friends but i don't know if i can do that right now. Not when i see you hug her like you hugged me, tell her you love her, tell her she's the prettiest girl in the world. I thought we had something there.. Maybe just maybe we would eventually get back together, but i was completely wrong. you've shattered my heart and stomped on it. Do you know what i was doing when you broke up with me? I was thinking about how much i loved you and listening to Far away, our song.   Just wanted you to know that. You are just a jerk to me now, i just can't even think about u without wanting to scream my head off. You know who you are and it's just really making me hurt and sad. I don't even want to see either of you at all. She's still my bestie and my sissy but it hurts..

~Caitlin