Ever since Wednesday I've been feeling lonely. My phone's been like dead from texting, i can't even think without being reminded of him. I've been throwing myself away, like eating junk, and not trying my hardest at swim team. I've put on a happy face and acted fine. I've been giggling and laughing. I just wanna disappear, run away, sit out on the roof for hours. I just want to stare into the stars and make time go back. i think maybe hiding from my problems for awhile might help me. Maybe i'll forget about the pain that is filling me. i will eventually forget this happened, but this was my first major heartbreak. It'll heal eventually....
~Caitlin
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